oh God I'm so scared right now.

Seriously freaking out.

Does anyone have $200 I can borrow? Ha ha... *shoots self in the face*

ETA:

I wrote this as a response to maritov and since I'm too lazy to type it out twice, here's the short of what's going on for all who read this ( Read more... )

So I have "abnormal cells on the wall of my cervix and in the canal of my cervix which contain a high level of dysplasia usually only found in cancerous cells." I love lingo. I have paperwork in for a Grant that will cover a LEEP Biopsy (this will sponsor me to leap off a bridge) and if I'm approved, I can go to a doctor in Big Rapids and have ( Read more... )

My cervix hurts ( Read more... )

I'm in pain. I have a migraine so bad I'm literally crying as I type this, I'm tired of being called stupid because apparently I can't express myself like one of the cool kids, I have cramps, and I'm scared. I'm so upset I bought a chocolate bar last night and ate the whole thing (it was big). Those of you who know how much I hate chocolate and ( Read more... )

Just got back from Planned Parenthood. My test results came back from my most recent spat of pap smears. I have pre-cancerous lesions in my cervix and they need to get me to a clinic in Grand Rapids to have them checked out and decide on a course of treatment. I don't have a car so I don't know how I'm going to get to Grand Rapids. If I can get ( Read more... )

Just in case you didn't know, doctors and insurance companies are pure evil straight from hell. Just so you know ( Read more... )

I made the most awesome food tonight. Mexican pizzas! These are awesome, let me tell you.

( Eat Your Heart Out Taco Bell )

I just got a message form the apartment office. they close at 4 PM and the call was at 3:57 PM. They need me to come in and talk with them, it is urgent, and "you need to prepare yourself," whatever the fuck THAT means. Great. Just great. I don't know what FUCKING else could POSSIBLY go wrong right now. What are they going to do, take away my ( Read more... )

Remember when my food stamps got canceled? Well take a trip down memory lane with me, because they just got canceled again. The DHS says I never sent in all those forms I sent in to them so they closed my case and I won't get food stamps anymore. I'm trying to call around frantically and find out what happened but of course everything is closed ( Read more... )

So guess what. I love this. I called at 9 AM to get the results from the doctor, and the nurse wasn't in so I said I'd call later. Now I got out of work and called and she's busy so she said she'd call me back. It's been half an hour. JESUS CHRIST. If I'm dying I'm taking them with me. Bastards. This wait is killing me. Don't fucking leave ( Read more... )